I'm so bored to death. It's so amazing at how much a human being can spend endless time rotting at home doing nothing. I have enough of those. And I'm not going to rot anymore. Well, life is alittle different for me now, since you've been gone.

Just only getting to meet you over the weekends, it's not enough. When I wake up every morning, as soon as I open my eyes, I want to see you smiling at me. And when night falls, I want to hug you goodnight and cuddle up close to you as we sleep. Day by day, repeatedly. Forever.

As we both take a step in our lives, I hope it will be a step nearer to our future, together as one. I look forward to have a life with you and officially be your wife. I pray to God for you to completely change and be a new good person you want to be. And I know you can do it. I believe in you. Just please, don't ever ruin this chance ever again. Don't ever think I wouldn't know what's going on behind my back. God is always there. I will know one day,if you lie to me. So, please don't destroy what we have like you did once. It's only so many times I can bear with it.

Anyways, I watched 2 movies today. And both are such loveydovey movies that made me eyes teary. I love you my sweetheart Danial.

Please be strong. I'm always there for you no matter what. You know that. No matter how angry or upset I am, I will always come running back to you cos I love you.

Get well soon honeyku..

I can't wait for the weekend!! Suamiku coming backk!!!!

**OHNO! 1 more week to go!**

"I remember thinking that I had to have you, or I'd die."

"Destiny is the bridge that brings you to the one you love."


Lots of Love,
Yanti
Muuuacckss!!